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Date : Sunday, May 29, 2011
Time : 5/29/2011 01:24:00 AM Title : sssiiiiiighhhhh You always call me when i unintentionally day dream about you.. Does that mean you're thinking of me too? At 3am in the morning? Has the 4 year wait been worth the wait? Prove me right when i say we're not just friends. We both know we're so much more than friends from the moment we met on a freaking elevator in a foreign country. IDGAF if we're in different cities, nobody said liking someone was as easy as 1 2 3. If i have to sabotage my HSC for you, then so be it. I'm not leaving you again. Take my word for it. It hurt too much last time :\ I know i'm an idiot for you letting you go, but i`ll make it up to you. You know theres somthing about us. I cant figure out what. But it's like we click like a key and its corresponding lock. Your lame jokes, your odd way of teasing me, your cute laugh - yet your still mature and unique in your own amazing way. I almost gave up on you. I guess that was my fault from the beginning though. I kept saying to myself that if it was meant to be then one day it`ll fall back to pieces. Perhaps this is it. I remember a year ago, we barely spoke to each other. You had a gf, & i knew the best thing to do was to let you go. To let you continue living your life, not bringing back the past. To not get in the way and all. It must've been towards January when we started talking more regularly.It was always me starting the conversations, i felt like i was annoying you all the time. I knew you were just being nice. Again, i let you go. Then that one phone call at 2am in the morning was the turning point. I love talking to you. You change me for the better. lol, my friends think im insane for liking someone interstate for so long, and during my HSC year. They like im even crazier for going interstate a month before my trials. Yeh, i admit that's pretty crazy but it's worth it. It'll be your early birthday present :) I think it's amazing that we still keep in touch. we're still friends :) & we're meeting up! Properly for a change. Can't believe you thought i was serious when i told yu to meet me at the border hahah. And you agreed to, silly. I'm really keen to see you next month. No need for anything fancy because all i want is to spend decent time with you for the first time in 4 years. Stepping off that plane, and seeing you. What more can i ask for? Remember four years back, on the plane back to Australia lol. Remember when you promised we'd see each other again? :) & remember the last day of camp?! asshole, why didn't you wake me up! Sigh, so long ago :\ How far we've come.. Miss you! & counting down the days. xoxo
Date : Monday, March 7, 2011
Time : 3/07/2011 11:39:00 PM Title : weirddddd So, finally cleaned my room and moved around some furniture :) looks alot better.
How awesome was the weather today? It was sunny with a beautiful breeze :) Had a chem exam today,, farouuuuuut. anyways, someone died at north stra today! creepy as ahahaha :)
Date : Saturday, March 5, 2011
Time : 3/05/2011 10:47:00 PM Title : GMR Young Achievers' Awards Night WEEKEND WASTED FMLLLLLLL. Yeahhhh, tonight was gmr young achievers awards night, kinda waste of time but whatever. idcccc idc idc idc. im in the i dont care moooooood. zzzzzz =[
Date : Friday, March 4, 2011
Time : 3/04/2011 11:56:00 PM Title : last photo day + muck up ! ahuh ! today was the very last photo day ever ! & muck up day hhehehe .
it actually turned out better than i thought it would !! we went as greek goddesses' hahahah it was cute. i think it was cute. yep stressful day. thank God its OVERRRR :) hello WEEKENDS :) xoxo
Date : Thursday, March 3, 2011
Time : 3/03/2011 11:17:00 PM Title : double you tee eff ? So i was like what? a minute late today? NOT EVEN. It was less than a fucking minute, and i get detention? Son of a bitch! what the fuck happened to my school ? 8:42Am warning bell? 8:45Am doors shut? Go fuck yourself! This is just getting ridiculous! I could go on, but i think i'll stop :@
tomorrows' school photos =[ & muck uppppp . i seriously cant be fucked! I just want this week to be fucking overrrrrrrrr. i just want hsc to be over so i can relaxxxxx no? 13 years of education , this girl is gonna need a long long long break. so yeh . fuck that. fuck everything. on a lighter note :) glee's version of 'defying gravity' from Wicked is on replayyyyy cuhs its sooooo goooooood :] its sooooo cute ! way too cute ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mM1fQBZKwzM
Date : Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Time : 3/01/2011 11:55:00 PM Title : i miss you. Letting go doesn't mean giving up. It just means accepting that some things just werent meant to be..
Date : Monday, February 28, 2011
Time : 2/28/2011 11:15:00 PM Title : what happened to us? fucking stupid school, made roll call compulsory and extended every class by 6 mins.
faaaags, the periods are long enough you doucheeeeee ! anyway, besides THAT, it was a pretty decent day . went shopping for muck up with ling, christine & yvonne :) it was great spending time togehter :) hehhe. anyway, jessica mauboy & jay seans' song "what happened to us" is better than i expected :) thats all. xoxo |
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